You probably know me for Jewish content—videos about conversion, holidays, identity, and the tangled beauty of building a Jewish life. But there’s a lot you don’t see in those clips and captions. You probably don’t notice the heart monitor I wear on my arm, helping me manage life with Long Covid. You don’t hear the […]
What You Don’t See in My Jewish Videos Read Post »
Some seasons on the Jewish calendar hit in the kishkes. The Three Weeks and Tisha B’Av aren’t flashy. They’re not covered in glitter or joy. They’re heavy. Disorienting. Sometimes avoided. And yet, they hold some of the deepest truths in Jewish life—about grief, about brokenness, and about what it means to keep showing up anyway.
Tisha B’Av & the Three Weeks: A Guide for Beginners Read Post »
I didn’t grow up religious. I didn’t grow up Jewish. I didn’t even grow up around people who understood why someone might be drawn to Judaism. But when I stumbled into this tradition, something clicked. It was like finding a language my soul already spoke. Since then, I’ve gone through two conversions, built a Jewish
I Converted to Judaism Twice. Here’s Why I Help Others Now. Read Post »
Considering conversion to Judaism but not sure where to start? That’s incredibly common. The early stages of exploring Judaism can feel overwhelming—there’s a lot of information out there, and not all of it agrees. You might be unsure what’s expected of you, worried about doing it wrong or offending someone, or simply wondering what the
The Ultimate Guide to Jewish Conversion (Step-by-Step!) Read Post »
If you’re in the middle of the Jewish conversion process, chances are you’ve felt like you’re always one step away from ruining everything. You’re studying, showing up, trying to impress your rabbi—but still somehow wondering, Am I doing this wrong? You’re not alone. And no, you’re not failing. In this post, I’m breaking down the
The Mistakes Jewish Converts Regret Most Read Post »
When I started posting videos about Jewish conversion and the very real, very messy road of becoming Jewish, I had no idea who—if anyone—would show up. Now, somehow, there are over 1,000 of you on TikTok and over 1,000 of you on YouTube. Those numbers floor me. However you found your way here, I’m really
1,000 Strong: Building Jewish Lives, One Soul at a Time Read Post »
Let’s start with the obvious: not every awkward moment in the conversion process is a red flag. It’s a deeply human, often messy journey full of growth, challenge, and—yes—imperfection. But when something feels off, when you’re constantly questioning yourself, or when a leader’s behavior starts to erode your sense of safety, dignity, or connection to
Red Flags in the Jewish Conversion Process: What to Watch For and Why It Matters Read Post »
If you’ve ever typed “how to convert to Judaism” into a search bar at 1:00 AM, welcome. You’re in the right place. When I began my own conversion journey (which, spoiler alert, I ended up doing twice), I had no idea how winding, emotional, and at times frustrating the process would be. I thought I
So You Want to Convert to Judaism. Here’s What I Wish I’d Known. Read Post »
Imposter syndrome during the Jewish conversion process isn’t just self-doubt. It’s not just you being too sensitive or needing more confidence. It’s a perfectly logical reaction to a system that constantly makes you prove yourself – and then punishes you for not intuitively knowing the unspoken rules. If you’ve ever thought, “I’m not really Jewish
Is It Normal to Doubt Yourself When Converting to Judaism? Read Post »
If you’re feeling the pressure to stay up all night for Tikkun Leil Shavuot – caffeine in one hand, guilt in the other – you’re not alone. For years, I thought I had to do the whole thing: the cheesecake, the all-nighter, the Torah study until sunrise. But the truth is, Shavuot isn’t a test
What If You Can’t Stay Up All Night for Shavuot? Read Post »